||[Aug. 8th, 2003|09:54 am]
I was born to be a writer. I can't feel satisfied unless I've consolodated all of my thoughts on to one or so pieces of paper...|
What am I doing? Just sitting here, I guess that was an easy enough question answer. But what is this, I keep acting like I'm waiting for something to happen today, not anything good or bad, just something. I am totally anxious and feel like there is a plethora of things to do, yet I'm not doing anything. Starting is always harder than any other part of the process. What do I have to do anyway? Maybe I was wrong, figuring out what you have to do is one of the hardest parts...but maybe that goes under starting anyway...either way I'm still having a problem. I guess that its jsut my first free day in a long time, and i have no idea what to do with it. I know I have all my school work, all that seriousness that I treat like a bad joke...I will do it though...but that's not what I'm thinking of working on right now, my train o fthought just took a detour, well actually no, to be honest I've been thinking this all the while...I guess I have to wait until Monday to get anything done...For once...I'm going after a dream...